November 6th 2009 (i think)

crazy how my days sometimes end so confused that i dont know the exact date.. well that and its after 1am so um yeah.. is it still *today* or is it now *tomorrow*.. i suppose its all in how you look it at.

anyways.. im happy to say that im considering myself in the 2ww.. although i havent gotten my clear *cross* on FF.. im still thinking im past O by well.. 1 or 2 days depending again on how you look at *right now*

crazy to think.. that in 2007 at this time we were ttc our Owen.. and this would be the month/cycle that we got pregnant with him.. how strange and kind of crazy if it happens the same for us this time, of course the dates are off a bit but ah well.. not everything can be marked the same to a T now can it?

i do have to brag on Ron a bit.. you couldnt ask for a more understanding, caring, and loving husband than him.. its nice to have him ask how my temps are and being so supportive these last few months in TTC.. i dont think most men fully understand what women go threw when they are doing everything to pin point that one time.. and how important that timing of *baby dancing* that time is.. so thank you my sweet love'n man.. for not making me break out the flowers and chocolates and just letting me *get mine* hahaha..
seriously though.. it is awesome to have a husband who tries to understand it all and who is sweet enough to ask how things are going during all of this.. and of course for dealing with me if and when the old hag showes up while i have my few minute pitty party knowing that we have to do it all again another month (not the baby dancing thing but everything else)..
TTC is a very stressfull over emotional journey.. and yeah in the end there is nothing better than them two pretty pink lines on a hpt.. but getting there can be a battle..

i know im not alone in the women who can thank their men for doing the same for them.. so ladies.. give your man a hug and say *thanks babe* for just simply putting up with your one track mind (which im sure to them at times is what it feels like)