December 12, 2009

We are on our way renovation wise at mothers house.. the new roof was completed a week ago (aprox) and I have been dedicating a lot of time to cleaning up the kitchen.. Not a fun job but only a bit left and than I will move onto the utility room which is still my most dreaded room of the house to tackle. Currently though all cleaning has been haulted as we have moved all furniture out of the bedrooms and livingroom so that the carpets can be installed this week..
Added to our list of *to do's* is now removing things from the 3 old mobile homes so they can be removed.. Oh what fun to figure out where to stick that stuff.. I guess I need to get my brain moving to see what can be used in the house and what will go to storage until mothers return..
in other news..
I received a letter from aunt Ruth with a check from grandma d's estate saying grandma wanted what little she had to be divided among the children and used in a way to honor her.. it was such a sweet gesture on her part. Ron and I have decided to spend it on our boys of course but aren't 100% sure as of yet how too.. We have a few ideas but that's it so far.
My hardest thing is writing back.. Its no huge secret to me that I'm not exactly welcomed with open arms to this side of the family.. It was well known at dads funeral exactly how some felt and the reason why I have never included them into my lives.. I mean what's the point in it? So writing a letter and not sounding like a total bitch is hard but I also refuse to play all nice'y nice too.. Finding that good medium however has been the issue. I think for me the saddest part is I've never done anything wrong.. just simply lived my life and been myself. But oh well my life hasn't been damaged or lost anything by them not being apart of it.. I've never lost sleep over it or anything else.
TTC wise finds us again in the 2ww.. Stopped temping around O time only because my thermometer is down.. I mean its obvious when u take your temp twice using 2 different ones and one is a degree higher than the other that somethings not working right but at least we got in lots of baby dancen so all is good .. Now just got to wait..
Well time to get Owen out of the tub.. And than to bed soon.. Will update again soon..
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