sadly its not ever going to change the truth is all good things do come to an end.
i was a member of a message board for many years now.. i went in to it and slowly gained what i thought were a lot of friends. i have shared my ttc.. my joys and worries of my pregnancy with Owen.. and my ttc once again..
but sadly like all things it to has come full circle.
in recent days things occurred on this message board, things i will not get into.. but i tried my very best to stay out of it all.. i would not sit back and allow parenting or marriages of ANYONE be bashed and so i stepped up when i felt the need to, i tried my very best to do it nicely and thought i had..
it became clear to me that i could not remain neutral in the brewhahas .. and so i decided to part ways until a later date..
i went on tonight to see what my *friends* had to say if anything only to find that my posts had been deleted and were gone.
some might say i was *fueling* the fire but i said my peace and left.. i sat by quietly and watched as someone was bashed with no way to defend herself and that is not like me at all.. but i did and tried to keep my self occupied .. but i had to speak up when i did.. unfortunately my words were trashed .. deleted to never exist.
thats fine.. im good.. i have written and asked to have all of my posts trashed in the same way so my childrens pictures are not out and about .. i asked to have myself erased from the board from good.. my user name deleted and my log in discontinued..
it was my choice to make and so i made it..
but i would lie if i said a part of me wasnt hurt .. i loved what this board stood for long ago.. sadly nothing ever stays the same..
