tonight has been one of them nights.. im used to him calling me off and on all night long and getting to talk to him but not tonight, been pretty busy at work for him so he dont get a chance to call *pouts* i miss him so much, and than find out earlier that he has to pull another 12 hours tomorrow instead of the 8 plus might be having to cover for someone else on sunday which was supposed to be his only day off this week.. i was so looking forward to just snuggle'n in bed all day with him and just relaxing and spending some quality time with him but that will probably be out the door now ~
i know i know we need these hours and have so much on our plate right now to take care of but that dont make it any easier when i miss him so much.
at least the paycheck might look good again, good thing too.. its already spent like the last one ~ i will be happy when we are back on track and everything is starting to smooth out and we can save up to move.. until than its alot of me and the boys missing him and alot of him missing us ~
love you baby.. miss you so much too.. i hope you know how much i appreciate how much you do for us ~