Feb. 12, 2010

its the first snow of the season for us... started coming down roughly around 8pm and now we have a nice thin layer on the ground.. im hoping it will stick a bit so that tomorrow Owen can get a feel for it. although i wont be able to keep him out long, unfortunately my little man now has my cold and has the worst boogie nose ever ~
the bigger boys are loving the new snow fall though, little ron running around the back yard like a goober and running out onto the back porch just to have a little fun in the snow.. begging the wildabeast to help fix his bike chain tomorrow so he can go for a bike ride..
wyatt even had to run outside as soon as he heard it was snowing, you would almost think the kids had never seen snow before but we do get a light dusting maybe once a year if we are lucky.. and the kids have a ball.
im sure tonights dreams will be filled with snow ball fights and snow angels dancing in their heads.. i just hope that owen is able to sleep.. poor guy has been having a rough time the last few nights, leaving ron and i almost shift sleeping these days.

hopefully our taxes will be in soon, im keeping as close an eye on *our van* as i can with my phone on the blink now.. and hoping it stays put until we have cash in hand.. here is to wishful thinking!

on the ttc side of things.. the hag was due to show today but is still a no show ~ im not getting my hopes up though with a very positive opk on cd18, i could have just O'd later than normal throwing my cycle off a few days.. sometimes its hard not to hope and dream and wish.. but reality sets in that ttc for us isnt easy.. its an emotional roller coaster thats for sure!
i have only one hpt left in the house and refuse to waste it on a wish.. funny avoiding poas isnt hard right now.. so until i either see the hag or get the urge it will stay safely tucked away unused..
the dream of seeing 2 pretty pink lines seems just that, a dream.. but reality is always there to smack you in the face and well .. i dunno.. im just to the point now where i dont want to see a bfn so im dealing with it.

anyways i suppose thats it for now..
if im not able to blog again before valentines day... i hope you all have the bestest one ever ~
and to my *nephew* joey, have the bestest birthday hun.. cant believe you are going to be a year older.. slow down on growing already!