feb. 25, 2010

i should be sleeping but im not, at least not just yet.. i will pay for it in the morning when the alarm goes off at 3:30am. cant believe ron wants to leave so early but i suppose when you take into consideration the drive to virginia it makes sense. were hoping to be there no later than 10am and than a quick .. okay maybe not so quick.. sneak across the boarder back into NC to get the van registered etc..
funny thing is they have nothing to get you across the boarder when traveling between states with a new vehicle.. no short few day temp tag or anything ~
so we have about an hours drive between the pickup location and the border, better keep our eyes out for the coppers huh?
rons not to worried about it though, most cops will let you off and the ones who are ticket happy that day, well it can be taken care of and written off in court.. so i suppose thats the way we will have to look at it.

im not sure how the boys are going to deal with the fact that they cant go with to pick up the van but we will be gone before they are awake in the morning. im also not sure how wyatt will handle grandma getting him off to school in the morning, we have our routine down pack and he isnt big on routine change.

i think its that fear of routine change that has me wondering how he would do if we moved just a short way up the road and he would have to go to a new elementary school. part of my fear of moving! i know the school is good and very comparable to where he goes now, so his education wont suffer on that side of things, but i also know he is about change..
problem is all of the areas around here are so expensive, leave it to the ones who come down and visit and invest in what they think is a pot of gold to stick such a high price tag on it.. seriously you almost have to laugh when you see some of them, like the weekly rental in our neighborhood for such a high weekly price.. i mean hello this isnt even the island, were mainland...

i think thats what fears me about the uncertainty of our future right now, where we have the time to slowly look may now disappear over night. not that its totally a bad thing because our plans were slowly getting set into motion taking care of what has to be done one step at a time, this new possible development just puts a rush on things if it goes threw..

i dunno.. i guess only the future knows whats in store for us.. we just have to wait it out.