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Monday, May 10, 2010

random thoughts

first on my list is .. bathing suit shopping..
yes ladies its that time of year again and i am going to brave the stores to find something that resembles a bathing suit for the summer .. im not getting much encouragement or braveness from my online searching and am hoping to find something that isnt made out of the last seasons couch material that flopped in the furniture business.. but something tells me thats all i will find when searching stores. *enter scared picture here* .. wish me luck in my searches!!

mr census man..
must you keep coming to my door to ask me about the neighboring houses and who lives there or if its a full time residence, in this neighborhood there are very few year rounders .. most are vacation homes and i could have easily answered that question last week when you were here to ask about the house next door.. would you care to hear about the others in our immediate area? id be glad to tell you but must we keep going over these same questions?
and if youve already filled out your paper and yet they ask you again, does that mean they are double checking or are they simply counting you twice? *confused*
i also hope that these people are criminal background checked, sure he looked like a nice grandpa type but looks can be deceiving.. he could be some mastermind robber who is using the census as a cover up.. wonder if the census lady from before is tied up down the road in the trunk of her little white car.. haha imagination at its best!!

ttc brain ..
you are starting to drive me insane.. will you please knock it off? yes i know that im only days away from yet another hag visit but this whole *could i get a bfp* thing is about old now.. while i would love to see those 2 pretty pink lines, nothing you tell me will get me to poas just to see another bfn.. i swear you like to torture me dont you? as if you get some simple pleasure out of it..
i will hold out, i will wait.. and i will try to convince you that its just going to be the hag showing.. youve already convinced me to search my chart and study it looking for some small glimmer of hope but i cant find anything there.. i need to breath, i need to relax.. i need to keep my head on straight so the hag show isnt so bad on my heart..