anyways.. im still waiting on the hag to show *argh* havent tested yet either but trying to keep my hopes to a realistic level.. just waiting it out.. no test date etched in stone either..
i thought about testing today but you know how that goes. you test, you see a bfn and you wonder why you waisted the time peeing on a stick in the first place when you knew that the chances were slim that you were preggo.. if you never knew them feelings, well this is what nearly 20 months of ttc does to your brain!
in other news.. im sending out huge *hugs* to a very dear friend who is going through an emotional journey right now .. no names mentioned.. but i hope she knows she was in my thoughts today..
