but yeah im happy.. i do miss the ttc'rs i was with before.. ttc is hard and support is nice to have.. guess maybe if i never left my little safety net of ttc i wouldnt have had to stand up for a friend regardless of how nicely i did it, i should have known it would only be torn apart and end in me being attacked but ah well.. such is life i suppose.. at least in the end i know i did what was right *smiles*
moving on..
im now officially 5 dpo and in the lovely 2ww.. wanting to kill my bbt but thats nothing new.. funny how fast the 2ww goes by and leaves you wondering *where did the time go and what will happen next a bfp announcement or another cycle down the drain*
ah how i wish i could announce a bfp but im not holding my breath.. funny though how much one can dream about 2 small little lines..
i often wonder if we will ever see them again or was that last bfp with owen the last one i will ever get to see..
ron finally gets a day off tomorrow *woohoo* unfortunately his only one this week *insert sad face* i know it will be spent with him sleeping most of the day and weather permitting me working more on my tan and swimming with the boys and just all around summer time fun. today we got rained out *pouts* but at least my plants got watered for free *lol*
