today has been the fun filled day of the week for me. clyde got his weekly bath which he was in dire need for as we skipped last weekend (owen was not the co-operating kid when it came to giving clyde his weekly bath last week), the couches got the much needed and past due scrubbing that they needed and laundry got done! not that doing laundry is a feat of any kind.. after all in this house i end up doing anywhere from 1 to 2 loads per day.. a never ending task!
im super excited that ron will be home tomorrow.. i think he will be leaving smithfield at 8am and heading this way, not sure yet if he will stop and get a few hours of sleep, it all depends on how he feels in the morning.
so far this week he has a few things to do but luckly they are local, im still stressing it though because that can change so fast and i need him to be home.. after all this is when bd'n starts .. so *fingers crossed* that they dont need him to go out of town and we can get all our bd'n.. we just need to make it until the end of the month with him home .. i dunno why i stress it so much, oh yeah i do .. because ttc sucks and i hate knowing full well that another cycle will just pass us by..
so far temping is going good, i did end up missing one day which bites but i guess after taking so many months off from temping it was to be expected. ive been good about the prenatals though, so thats a bonus huh??
sometimes i wonder if we will ever get to see another bfp or is all of this just pointless? but i have hope.. hope always sees me through it i guess.. i know that once ttc its almost impossible to stop..its like you already know to much, to much about your cycles and you just cant ignore it.
one thing is for sure though, i do know how lucky i am to have my guys. my guys are my everything.. always have been and always will be.. i just also know that baby #4 is supposed to be here.
