of course my movie gremlin was with me and although i have to give him tons of credit on how he tends to stick to the $5.00 movies.. he also just couldnt pass up the deal on avatar which was on sale today for only $15.. not that i could complain about him buying it after all i got my opks which is pretty much just peeing on money if you dont get your bfp in the end.. now if you do, than they are worth gold but yeah until than its just pissing money...
anyways.. we got home and got owen settled and decided to watch avatar since the computers were running slow. sadly though i cant tell you how the movie ends because at some point i was laying across the bed all snugged with my owen and was drifting in and out of sleep.. so i will have to make the time to watch it again so that i can at least see how it ends.
wyatt had his field trip to the local grocery store today, i know it sounds like an odd kind of a field trip but they are learning about the food pyramid and insects this week.. dont ask me how the two go together but somehow they are.
they have a lot of neat stuff going on in their classroom this week.. each student has a caterpillar that they are hoping will turn into something. earlier in the week
he told me that he thought his was dead but its not because we got to see it at school when we went for our parent teacher yesterday. they also have a few eggs in an incubator to see if they will hatch or not and a few more select bugs in different parts of their *life cycles* that they are waiting to see come out .. exciting huh?
i havent spoken to mother since yesterday but oh well.. im still a bit ticked that i was screamed at for no reason and that she was rude to the bug guy.. just gets me when there are so many others with real stresses in life that have to deal with real problems and bigger issues than her little *oh the bug guy showed up out of kindness to see if he could spray my house*
sometimes i wonder if she prefers it when us girls dont talk to her regularly.. maybe she just isnt fully equipped with that parenting gene that so many of us are.. i dunno im just always left wondering when it comes to her.
little ron has gone down the past few days and spent some time with her.. but im not sure what all they are doing. i know yesterday she took him out to dinner .. she had asked if wyatt wanted to join them but he said no which i think is a good thing, sometimes i wonder if she can handle him at all on her own.. its not that he is a bad kid because he isnt, difficult sometimes but more curious. i struggle with how people perceive and treat wyatt a lot of the time .. more times than not unfortunately.
and its all because they expect him to be little ron but he isnt. hes going threw this stage now where commercials tell no lie.. im always being told why we need this product or that one or whatever.. but to just take 2 minutes and see the world through his eyes is simply amazing. to see his imagination at its best and to know his heart.. to just sit and listen to him babble on.. etc
why cant people see him the way ron and i do? why cant they accept that he isnt little ron .. he will never be little ron..???
why is it when he talks about a cartoon or a video game or anything that people dont put the same interest into it that they do what little ron is interested in? i cant tell you the countless times he has tried to show someone something and been told *i dont care about that* but why not? why not care what he has to say no matter what its about?
i sit and listen to little ron tell me about fish, not my *thing* but its his and i try to be involved.
just as much as i try to be involved in wyatts interests and owens too.. i guess with me im just mom and in mom mode you have to be interested or show interest in your childs interests.. where others will pick and choose favorites and what they want to hear about.. i dunno ~
