as for dinner tonight i think we will go *short order cook* and let the kids decide what they want.. we have a ton of frozen pizzas, hotdogs etc that they can pick from and i will just *whip it up quick and simple* as for tomorrow night, ron has a pork tenderloin in the slow cooker with some sweet baby rays bbq sauce .. it has to cook for 11 long hours on low so that tomorrow night we can have some bbq sandwiches *yumm* oh how i love that my dh loves to cook, i swear he does just as much if not more of the cooking than i do.
now me i like to bake.. which would be why right now the house is filling with the smell of home made banana bread *yumm* im sure it wont last long .. but it never does around my boys.. i still need to get the stuff to make the ice cream cake with wyatt, sounds like a good hot summer day desert.
my guys love to cook and i love cooking with them.. i hope owen enjoys it as much as the bigger boys do..
little ron just got home from fishing, looks like he lost the top part of one of his rods again .. i think this time he needs to hold onto the bottom this time though, last time he caught the top just after he got rid of the bottom.
im a bit confused on where to consider myself ttc wise.. i started spotting this morning which you cant count as cd1.. i know the hope is gone for this cycle but there is always that part that makes you want to hold onto the hope that maybe its just first tri spotting.. yeah i know its not, im not completely insane .. but its still not enough to technically be considered cd1 so i suppose to be true to my charting i have to wait for tomorrow to be an actual cd1.. *blah*
this cycle though, im going to do better at temping and im going to toss some OPKs in there as well.. why does ttc have to be so hard sometimes? its an emotional roller coaster i wouldnt wish on anyone and a journey that sometimes seems never ending. i try my best to stay positive during it all but somedays are easier than others..
